It takes 2 to Tangle! It is “Felt” as a Connection because it has both of us On Each Ends! Every Second of the day! Sometimes I could get myself Drunk especially in the Evenings Just to Take a Break. But When I Woke the Next morning, the Feeling, Longing was Right there waiting for me to acknowledge it.
Sometimes When the “Intensity” of Feeling Him was Low, I was Love Sick and I missed It so Much that I was motivated to Research and Learn More and do more self work to bring it back! Sometimes this Longing was not Mine but his! Especially when he lost a loved one but I had no Idea since we are in separation, I went through a period of grieving but I didn’t understand why by then. I could break out and Cry because I was Holding his Pain and that was the only way to release it.
I realised this later that the whole “MAP” to recovery was number one balancing the LOWS and HIGHS of the Connection and Also Acknowledge that My Twin was always the Same as I have Always Known Him! For me, it Explained the Short Period I had with him before we Separated.
Every time and Moment we shared together was Pointing me to an “ANSWER” to how to ACCEPT the Love and Connection even with Him “away”. It’s like I had already Traveled the Journey with Him and it was all about realising that I can Walk it “Alone” but we are still together! I had all the Tools and Answers to my Situation! All I had to do was REMEMBER!
So what is the “Runner” doing? Same as the “Chaser” but everything is More INTENSIFIED because of the Denial that causes more Stress and Pain. The More ACCEPTANCE I Receive from my “Chaser” Twin in our Connection, The More I have Strength to Rise Up in Love.
Stay Blessed and in Love!