The more you let go, the more you feel your Twin Flame partner wake up in the connection. Your choice to withdraw your energy and focus on yourself tweaks a change in your energy dynamic.
For a year, I got accustomed to feeling the Longing , pain and helplessness of missing my Twin that I never recognised the “new shift” for what it is!
I have been practicing surrendering for 1 month now. Letting go slowly. feeding more on my energy and slowly releasing my Twin. The more I did this, the more I felt a new heart sensation. Firm feeling of “I Love You”. It wasn’t mine and I have been struggling to acknowledge it. It feels too good to be true.
It is the total opposite of pain or longing. It is a warm sensation that keeps hugging my heart. Our connection feels effortless.
Well, this did not settle well at first! I took some Sad/Happy tears and 3 Sleepless nights!
Like I always was doing for the past few sleepless nights, just tossing and turning in my bed because of the new feeling tugging at my heart endlessly! 3 am I was Up! I started sobbing so deeply that I stopped feeling sad. Suddenly I Could Feel Like My Twin is just Sitting next to me just Admiring my beauty as I cried! – I just started smiling and laughing softly. This Twin Soul journey is so exhausting.
Wait!! It is Beauty Starting to refine Itself! Like the “Dark Times” were over. Like finally, I get the reason for all this pain and “suffering” I felt grateful for this experience, the good and the bad. Haha I finally have closure!
Also, when I opened up to my Twin Flame, I just wanted to reassure to him that I still love him and I just needed time for myself. I wanted him to understand that I trust him and I will always be here when the time is right.
I started smiling endlessly that I fell asleep to my own Admiration of my connection and How my Twin feels for me! I woke up Like this today! I had good dreams feeling my Twin and waking up to him!
I am so grateful for everything and most of all, I have this sudden “strength” to stand up to someone who has been emotionally abusive to me for Years!!! I shut down their Narcissistic tendencies that have been leaving me emotionally drained and confused. They have been feeding on Me for a while and Suddenly, instead of “absorbing” them, I readily say NO! I feel brand New!
I feel replenished! strong and alert! for Myself! Thank You Universe! I BELIEVE!
I wish you the best of Luck on your Twin Flame Journey. Everything eventually gets easier as you grow into accepting to embody your Shared Twin Flame Energy.
Blessings to you all!