I had never actually looked at it in this perspective until somebody mentioned it to me the other day like this!
Why is it easy to assume that running from Love is an easy thing to do?TWIN FLAME “RUNNER” EXPERIENCE: Always Connected in Soul
It’s not! It is not easy to run from what you love the most. And it is not easy to forget the good memories; the hugs, the laughs, the acceptance, the bliss, the Safe feeling of home, the peace, the endless feeling of unconditional love for everything. Meeting this person makes Life worth living without stressing about it. It is total heaven on earth.
I found mine 2 years ago and of course, he is the type that wants everyone to be happy so he is sacrificing being with me for the sake of friendships. (But this is just my Chaser assumption)
Sometimes I take a peek into my Runner twin’s life and it’s not as great as it seems. This journey has changed everything in his life, sometimes I wonder how much he blames me for it!
Sometimes I just feel his anger and frustration about everything!
I was married to his friend when he met me and I have worked on myself and I don’t wanna be with any man ever till I die only with my Twin whether Together physically or not.
I have experienced so much pain in myself trying to chase him that I gave up hurting myself.
Meeting my Twin is my Gift for Life. I already know that we have a bond and I can not fake it or recreate it with another human.
But here is something every chaser knows, when you keep chasing your Twin, some of this pain that you feel is from the runner Twin.
I can handle my pain but most times his pain that he sends me throws me to my knees. I sob for minutes, get panic attacks, and sometimes my heart beats fast.
I don’t like sometimes the loneliness or lingering sadness and helplessness I feel from him, it just takes me over and all I want to do at that moment is call him or get in touch to make him feel alright.
I am never successful in getting him to respond to me when I reach out. It sucks every time but I never stop loving him, it sucks though. Sometimes he is online.
It’s so weird meeting this beautiful person who opens themselves up to you and they trust you right away. They appreciate you, acknowledge you and love you in ways you did not know you deserved but then poof!
I don’t remember what I did wrong but I may have expressed my feelings too soon. I wouldn’t do that normally and I was Surprised at myself for texting him that time. I don’t regret it and I never apologized for opening myself up to him. I honestly thought he was the only person who would understand. I still believe he understands.
Anyways, wondering about your Runner’s Happiness is just gonna give you more doubt and unhappiness.
Life is happening on their end of the connection too and I know that I would only complicate things if I was with him right now. This would bring me so much pain.
You are always feeling your Runner Twin moment to moment in yourself. When you judge him, you can feel like you are judging yourself.
Sometimes I hate him for being The One!Twin-Flame-Chaser-Pain: Why does a Twin Flame run? What do you do to have peace in your life even though your Twin Flame is blocking you out of their life?
He is stubborn and I can not control him. He is his person yet I have this bond with him.
I have tried many ways to forget him but he is lodged in the depth of my heart. I feel him in my soul whether he is happy or sad. His essence is as strong as if he is physical with me.
I feel his love for me; it never changes. It is always endlessly flowing towards me whether I accept it or deny it.
It sucks when the runner lover just keeps doing weird things to keep love away. But this is your life now and it will depend on how you navigate the spiritual growth that will bring you meaning and happiness.
Sometimes I wish I never encountered this whole Twin Flame thing!Silvia-Moon Self-help Book Library for Twin Flames
Thank you so much for your love and support. I wish you more blessings and love as you journey through your Twin Flame experiences.
Stay in Love!