When I was running, it felt like I was chasing my Twin Flame, I kept thinking that my Twin Flame does not want me so I denied myself the desire to feel the connection completely.
In physical life, however, I was exhibiting behaviours or chasing. I could not stop obsessing over contacting my Twin Flame no matter how much I tried.
Because I am the one who Initiated the no contact phase, I made my Twin Flame more uncomfortable every time I contacted him because now that I look back, it must have been so confusing to him.
I acted like I did not want him yet I could not stay away from him.
I was so tormented by my confusion about what was happening to me.
Now that I have healed myself, I feel balanced from within that I am not afraid to open myself up completely to the Twin Flame Love.