Guilty! I recently just confronted my fears of Love and Accepted my Connection! All along, I have been Running but thinking I’m Chasing – very interesting how this Whole Dynamic Works! Runner Awakening
It takes 2 to Tangle! It is “Felt” as a Connection because it has both of us On Each End! Every Second of the day! Sometimes I could get myself Drunk especially in the Evenings Just to Take a Break. But When I Woke the Next morning, the Feeling, Longing was Right there waiting for me to acknowledge it. (Connected in Soul – Runner Pain)
Sometimes When the “Intensity” of Feeling Him was Low, I was Love Sick and I missed It so Much that I was motivated to Research and Learn More and do more self-work to bring it back! Sometimes this Longing was not Mine but his! Especially when he lost a loved one but I had no Idea since we are in separation, I went through a period of GRIEVING but I didn’t understand why by then. I could break out and Cry because I was Holding his Pain and that was the only way to release it. AWAKENING 11:11
When the Connection was Blissful – I was in total Euphoria, all Smiles and I felt Like the Whole Universe was Growing inside my Heart! I could get “High” on our Connection and Even Stay in Bed just Feeling Blissful. I could just escape people to be alone with my Connection. I wasn’t motivated to do anything unrelated to my Twin. Twin Flame Blessings
I realized this later that the whole “MAP” to recovery was number one balancing the LOWS and HIGHS of the Connection and Also Acknowledge that My Twin was always the same as I have Always Known Him! For me, it Explained the Short Period I had with him before we Separated. Self-Love = Success
Every time and Moment we shared was Pointing me to an “ANSWER” to how to ACCEPT the Love and Connection even with Him “away”. It’s like I had already Traveled the Journey with Him and it was all about REALIZING that I can Walk it “Alone” but we are still together! I had all the Tools and Answers to my Situation! All I had to do was REMEMBER! Twin Flame Obstacles
So what is the “Runner” doing? Same as the “Chaser” but everything is More INTENSIFIED because of the Denial that causes more Stress and Pain.
The More ACCEPTANCE I Recieve from my “Chaser” Twin in our Connection, The More I have Strength to Rising in Love.
This Long Story! X Blessings.