As I was running from my Twin Flame I said this; “You make me feel like I am a teenager all over again. I am overwhelmed by how I feel for you. I have no expectations of you and I am going to hide from you because I am very good at it. Please don’t want me back.”
I have no idea why I said this at that moment but I hurt my Twin Flame.
I had a rough childhood growing up. I was always taking care of someone and no one was taking care of me.
I am a hard worker and I have used it to hide my feelings. I used to think that if I worked harder for others, I would feel accepted.
I grew up taking care of my siblings, and I was always my mom’s emotional sponge.
I had no control over how much I let those I loved to take advantage of my hardworking.
Fast Forward: Awakening
At 31, my Twin Flame walked into my life and the game of Love changed.
He opened my heart up, accepted me the way I am without asking questions and he embraced my scars.
When we were physically separating because we come from different continents, he whispered; “I wanna go see where you grew up from.”
A year later after writing the stupid message to him, I wrote a letter to him and the first paragraph went like this; “Thank you for being You. You inspired me to look within myself to face my insecurities. I didn’t know that I had so much pain. I had this unexplainable fear that I couldn’t put a finger on. It has been a journey of finding my authentic self. You are indeed special.”
After I wrote this long letter. I healed completely and focused on loving my life and myself.
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