How do twin flame runners feel when they reject their twin flame?

All-day yesterday, I said to myself; “Don’t text him.” I had these intense urges to talk to him all the time but yesterday was different.

Ever since I ran from our connection, he refused to talk to me. But I keep writing to him now and then. He reads my messages — and he says nothing. I’m thinking he enjoys the attention.

He moved continents, and sometimes I feel guilty for bringing so much change into his life.

(He keeps looking for me in other people and he knows that I know that.)

So I forgot about wanting to text him and focused on other things in the day but I got drunk in the evening — I ended up texting him.

When I woke up, I re-read the messages and said; “sh*t!”

I told him that I trust him and haven’t been with anybody since I found him — so Bold! I would never have written that if I was sober.

He read all my messages and said nothing.

He told me that it was best for everybody if we didn’t talk because I was married to his friend when we met but that was two years ago.

I am at a stage of my life where I want this separation to be over. It’s been two years and I want to try out a relationship with him or move on completely.

The longing is always there to be with a Twin Flame.

Long story short: I blocked him again and deleted the messaging app.

I guess this is me running again because I feel vulnerable after telling him that I Adore him.

Thoughts of a Union with my Twin Flame are overwhelming and exciting at the same time.

Since I wrote to him, the telepathic Connection is not there probably because I am afraid of thinking of my actions yesterday.

My dear friend told me that it’s good to tell my Twin Flame how I feel because we are not getting any younger and life is short.

Why is loving a Twin Flame so challenging?

I’m terrible at love.

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