I wonder how it’s treating you but I chose to see the bright of it and it worked out smoothly for me. It is an Alien intense feeling because I could feel my Twin’s energy sit in me.
During the pain of physical separation, I could feel his sexual feelings too especially if he was intimate with someone. I hated these kinds of feelings because I was experiencing his feelings for other people.
Our telepathy became so clear and I could feel him, smell him and sometimes hear his thoughts. We could have constant mental conversations in meditation about our favorite things.
One day I broke down and cried and I was feeling sad all day. When he reached out, he had lost a family member. I was channeling his feelings and emotions directly.
Also, I could feel half of Me was male and the other was female. Sometimes I could feel some sort of attraction to fellow women; the feeling of being androgynous. This was so confusing at first but I realized I have my divine masculine energy in me.
Here is how to Surrender to Self-Love.
I hope this helps. Thank you for the question