Isn’t this the most beautiful feeling ever!
When I started feeling constant joy, my days became better and brighter.
For me, the feeling of joy started after healing from the pain of physical separation and fully let go of controlling the future of the connection.
But after I healed, I first felt stagnated in limbo because I didn’t expect to heal as fast as I did and I had no plans of what happens next after healing.
Then I realized that the PAIN was over and what was next was to ask myself what I want.
I desire a reunion.
Almost a month ago, I decided to act following my desires and I wrote him an emotionally messy letter explaining that I am waiting for him.
My runner experience was lonely – I missed him all the time. I was infuriated by the fact that I was still living from a space of fear. Eventually, I healed myself and reconnected with him after two years. Are you ar runner, here are some simple tips for you.
I haven’t re-read it because it’s embarrassing how I wrote to him, I was so nervous and I didn’t know the right words to use.
But finally, at least I told him the Truth!
After I wrote to him, my joy in my heart increased and it has been constant since then!
Amazing things happen when you set yourself free of fear!
I hope that my answer helps you with your question.
Have a wonderful festive season! ❤️😇