It is so funny that you ask this because this was the situation when I started as a Twin Flame newbie. I had no idea what the running/chasing phases were like and I thought that I was the chaser. I treated my situation as if I was chasing him for one year yet I was the runner. I initiated the running and I blocked him out of my life first.
As I progressed along my Twin Flame path, I learned that my behaviors, traits, and responses to my situation pointed at me being the runner.
I went back to re-reading our previous text messages and how our disconnection started and I affirmed that I was running all along but thinking that I was chasing him.
This also explains why my Twin Flame never initiated contact yet I was desperately waiting for him to talk to me. I also understood why he always was in the background of my life constantly checking up on me.
No matter how many times I blocked him on social media, I understood why he kept following me on my social media.
Realizing that I was the runner Twin Flame changed the whole dynamic of my Twin Flame process because I took the responsibility for my role as a runner.
Once I found the courage to reach out to my Twin Flame, I explained myself so that he could understand my situation as to why I behaved that way. I realized that I hurt him and I did not know it.
When I told him that I am here for him — I never found anybody else after I found him, it improved our relationship further.
It is not easy accepting to be the runner because everything about it is earthmoving, soul-shattering and emotionally overwhelming.
I hope that my perspective helps you with your Question.