I told my Twin Flame; “How I feel for you overwhelms me. I am going to hide from you because I am very good at it. Please don’t want me back as much as I want you. I am also going to block you so that we don’t have to talk.”
I was verbally expressing this out of fear and personal insecurity, and deep down in my soul, I was screaming for m Twin Flame to hug me. I was desperate for him to say that no matter how much I was acting distant, that he would not let me go.
The words that I used to detach myself from him were cruel — and cold that I regretted it later along my journey once I realized that nothing will ever change the depth of the bond that we share.
The more I tried to distance myself from him, the more I felt helpless, lonely and life felt empty. I felt detached from everything around me because I was resisting how I was feeling for my Twin Flame.
The longing only intensifies and you grow on your Twin Flame journey and you are constantly thinking of your Twin Flame.
The more I resisted the energetic merge with my Twin Flame, the more I was bombarded with signs of him.
Once your Twin Flame encounter triggers the Soul Awakening, there is no going back to who you used to be. You have to accept the situation and your Twin Flame.