I have been blatantly resisting feeling these new feelings and emotions because I am stressed out now that my Twin Flame is showing signs of return.
I feel overwhelmed thinking of the future — I craved for a union over the past two and half years, and now that it is here, I am scared shitlessly.
You know this saying that says; “Be careful about what you wish for because you might get it.” — This is where I am at.
I am now thinking of the future, and the Twin Flame experience stopped being about me. A reunion means that I have to accept more change in my life. I have to think about staying in a harmonious union with my Twin Flame.
- Now I am wondering if I am ready.
- I am wondering if I healed enough.
- I am thinking if I am an equal energetic match with my Twin Flame.
- Will I trigger him into another separation cycle?
- What happens next after we reunite?
I have been constantly haunted by all these questions, and it is true that if I was not healed very well, I would be triggered into running from the reunion that is soon happening.
I have been feeling numb — I went for about two days without feeling anything. I was still absorbing the shock from the news of my Twin Flame’s return. I realized that all my dreams could be coming true faster than I expected.
When I felt numb, I could right on quora. I felt like I had hit a wall — I could not feel any emotions. I tried to answer some questions here but I hit a “writer’s block” situation.
Expressing how I feel through this answer is already helping me to release some stress because it is refreshing to meet a community of people that understands the frustrations of being on a Twin Flame journey.