I went through the different 5 stages of grief:
DENIAL:
I was in denial at first that I love him which forced me to try to block him — he did not know that I was running because I could not control how I feel for him yet the timing was no right. I was going through conflicting emotions and my mind could not understand what my heart and soul craved.
After that, I went into another phase of denial where I told myself that I could live life without him. I told myself that it was finally over, and the intense feelings would finally come to an end.
ANGER:
The next day when I woke up after blocking my Twin Flame, I felt frustrated because I could still the connection. My heart was racing faster than normal and my thoughts kept racing towards him. I was frustrated because I wanted it all to stop.
By then, I did not know anything about Twin Flames.
I was so angry for feeling the connection yet I could not see him or touch him. I was angry that we had very little time to be together. Everything that happened between us was very quick and intense.
BARGAINING:
I started to compromise with my feelings wondering if blocking him was a bad idea. I wished that I had not chosen to block him — I was full of regret and worry that my Twin Flame was gone for good.
This is when I started to chase my Twin Flame asking for forgiveness for blocking him out of my life. My Twin Flame became unresponsive to me, and I became very exhausted from the chasing actions.
DEPRESSION:
This was the initiation of the night of the soul — I was pushed into cycles of energy cleaning and I had to face the darkest corners of my soul.
This phase put me to my knees and tamed my ego. I finally submitted to rediscovering myself by learning to embrace every broken part of me. I had to hug and heal my inner child.
ACCEPTANCE:
I finally surrendered to my Twin Flame experience. I let everything be as it is supposed to be and I put all my trust in the divine connection.
This is when I finally found healing.
Healing empowered me to confront every aspect of my Twin Flame experiences and I finally found a breakthrough with my Twin Flame.
Now, I am headed for a physical reunion.
I hope that my answer helps you with your question.
Stay Blessed.
