When does a runner Twin Flame become aware that they are running?

I believed that I was the chaser at first, and I convinced myself that I was indeed chasing my Twin Flame. For one year, I thought that it was the truth but it turns out, I was the runner.

If you desire a harmonious physical reunion with your Twin Flame, you must make it your daily goal to pursue it. Work hard to fix your life so that you feel ready to be together with your Twin Flame.
Twin Flame Chasing: WHY DO TWIN FLAMES RUN?

A brief background story to our relationship:

It was unplanned, and we did not expect to meet each other. I was married to his friend and he was visiting us. We knew of each other but through mutual friends and we had spoken on the phone previously but I did not feel anything special about him.

Long story short, we met and we went into the “bubble love” phase where everything was happening so fast. I felt as if I had lived a lifetime with him for almost a month.

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Our physical separation was tough on me. I had told him about how much I hated separation and he said that I would be fine but this was excruciating.

I couldn’t take the pressure of a long-distance Twin Flame friendship — I missed him so much but I was still married. And, I was so overwhelmed by the chaotic feelings that my Twin Flame had woken within me.

Life seemed to be getting worse than it was before I met him and I was infuriated by the fact that I could not understand why missing him hurt so much.

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I fired him a message explaining my feelings — my emotions were all over the place and I ended up telling that I will block him out of my life. I asked him to stay away and not feel the same way as I feel for him.

After blocking him, I instantly started panicking — reality kicked in and realized that I had made a mistake blocking him because it did not change how I felt for him. I missed him more deeply.

I chased him after that trying to ask for forgiveness but I had hurt him, and he started ignoring my messages.

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For one year, I thought that I was a chaser, and I tried to surrender but it did not work since I was feeling guilty for blocking him out of my life. I also felt distinct feelings of remorse, anxiety, and anger that it made it difficult to have peace.

When the methods of surrender did not work, it changed my perspective. I realized that I was the one resisting the connection in the first place. I was the one who caused the frustration and I realized that instead of chasing him to ask for forgiveness, I had to first admit my wrongs.

Positive Affirmations

Once I accepted that I was the runner, it changed my perspective of the Twin Flame journey. I accepted that I had an inner resistance to the change in my life and this is why surrender did not work.

I started to embrace the journey as a runner and healing started happening much faster.

About two months ago, I reached out to him to tell him that I am here waiting for him and that it is only him that I want. This changed the dynamic of our relationship and now we are headed to a reunion.

I am not planning on running away because I am free and ready to have a new life with him.

Once when you affirm when you are reuniting with a Twin Flame, you relax and let divine timing bring everything to you because you TRUST that what belongs to you will always be yours.

Stay Blessed.