I am turning 34 next month and he will be 39 in may. I dont think that this is way later in life — we both agree that we dont want to be married even though I was married when we met.
He asked me; “Why did you get married?” I replied; “Because it was convenient and I was lonely. I was afraid of dying alone.”
After meeting my Twin Flame, the meaning of love changed for me. You can love someone even though you have not seen them in years, and you dont even know if you will ever meet them again.
My soul belonged to him before I found him.
I dont even think about having children with him — I have no expectations because I dont have control over how all this goes. I know that I love him and he is the reason I exist — he brings meaning to my life and everything else.
We are both lonely when we are apart no matter how many people we are with.
I believe that all the relationships that I have encountered before were teaching me how to love my Twin Flame and appreciate him for who he is. I also learned different versions of love that I know what unconditional love is.
I was married to someone that is a mutual friend and hiding how I feel for him was very challenging. Strangers can tell that I love him every time someone brings up his name. I can’t help but wonder how he is doing.
He has been traveling the world, I call it roaming — and a friend of his that he has been traveling with for a year is coincidently visiting my home and he has no strict plans to do anything. He says that my Twin Flame told him that he should visit. It also looks like they have been close — his friend seems to know what is happening. It feels like my Twin Flame is spying on me and I decided to just be myself.
I wish he knows how much I miss him. It gets painful sometimes.
It was excruciating seeing me with someone else.
Now he knows that I am single and I wonder what it feels like for him because he can just walk through the door and I am ready to have him home.
I trust that the universe will make everything better and we shall see each other soon.