SURRENDER: This is the most challenging yet liberating phase ever!
You can’t fake Surrender and you can’t quicken the process. Surrender happens to you when you are ready to let go of any neediness to control any aspect of your Twin Flame journey.
When I was new to this Twin Flame experience, I tried to force surrendering several times but it didn’t bring me any relief until I was ready.
The second fun fact is that you will always crave to be with your Twin Flame and it intensifies every time you want to let go. You get distracted by thoughts of your Twin Flame, and you are always feeling their energetic merge with yours.
I was so exhausted from having so many expectations of my Twin Flame and everything seemed as if they were working against me.
The other reason why I couldn’t have a peaceful Surrender was that I was still feeling guilty for running from my Twin Flame.
Because I was frustrated with my actions, I needed to feel some peace and relief — I didn’t care anymore if my Twin Flame would come back to me or not.
I decided to tell my Twin Flame about the confusion that I was going through because I knew that he is the only person who would understand whether he would understand it or not.
After telling my Twin Flame about how I felt, I was relieved. I realized that at least I had unburdened myself. Also, in case my Twin Flame is having doubts about my silence, at least he knew the truth of my heart.
Asking my Twin Flame for forgiveness healed me and set me free from the guilt that I was feeling.