From my experience, two things Twin Flame love very Unique and Special.
- It inspires you to embrace and hug your inner child:
You know that deep down in your Soul if you have a hurting inner child, you feel no peace. You know that something within you is broken or needs to be fixed. You know that all the emotional frustration that you feel is because you are ignoring yourself and your core wounding.
It is until you face the pain and find ways to heal, the core wounding that you face sometimes manifests in your physical life situations through anger outbursts, feelings of neglect and abandonment, fear of being alone, unexplainable insecurities and also feelings of not being good enough.
It is a ripple effect when it comes to how emotional pain manifests into our lives and sometimes the effect of feeling the negative feelings can affect your life in negative various ways.
For example; You could have intense mood swings and you have no idea why. Sometimes you can get angry without a serious reason and you can also channel your anger into inflicting pain and misery to others through domestic violence, emotional and psychological abuse. It can be as extreme as emotional manipulation.
If your Inner Child feels abandoned, it means that you never had the opportunity as a child to experience real love the way you deserved to which affects how you relate with other people and how you appreciate the love in your life.Silvia-Moon Self-help Book Library for Twin Flames
For me, my inner child was suffering before I met my Twin Flame. I did not know that I had an inner child but as I was getting older, I missed the child in me. I missed the fearlessness, the innocence, the child-like spirit, and passion. Life felt empty and meaningless because I did not feel like I had a center. I felt like I needed to find myself but I did not know where to begin.
I also had an unexplainable fear and I did not know the root-cause. I also felt insecure and fearful of the future. I felt like I was walking on egg-shells when I was around others and I was exhausted from doing everything for them so that I could feel appreciated or accepted. I was exhausted from feeling not good enough when I was around other people. I felt lost and life was meaningless to me because I did not feel like I had a purpose.
I used to ask myself on a daily; “What is the meaning of life?”
Once my Twin Flame walked into my life 3 years ago, I relaxed within. Peace came over me and all the fears, worries, and insecurities washed away.
I felt complete: Like I had found Home.
Finally, I could see everything in my life from a fresh perspective.
Because we have a shared energetic vibration, we both have the same view of life and the world. We both discussed our lives as if we were both headed in the same direction. We discussed the future and the possibilities to come as if we were the same mind.
Because I feel safe with him, I did not feel judged when I was around my Twin Flame. He loves me unconditionally and he appreciates the broken parts of me that I thought were unlovable before.
Once we physically separated, I was in shock. I could not believe that there was a part of me that is Awesome and can experience true love. I was shocked that my Twin Flame is special enough to mirror the best side of me. I was in awe of the deep bond and connection that we share because I felt rejuvenated and soul cleansed when I met him.
I knew that my Twin Flame appeared into my life for a good reason, and I knew that change was going to happen in my life since I felt Spiritually Awakened.
I went through an intense phase of “The Dark Night Of The Soul” that lasted for over 6 months.
This was a very emotionally intense period where I experienced a series of emotional cleansing and energetic purging.
I had to find the inner harmony and balance that my Twin Flame had inspired me to be and it took having to purge all the past pain. I had so much core wounding within and I had to embrace my inner child to find peace.
The Twin Flame journey for me has been a blessing I found Enlightenment after I went through the Spiritual Awakening phase.
NEXT ….. PART 2: SOUL INTIMACY