I was not sexually intimate with my Twin Flame but if we were allowed more time to be together, we would have merged and we both knew it just the way we looked at each other.
We both could look in each other’s eyes and say so much without using words. I knew that I had never loved anyone until I met him because I felt free and confident to show him, love.
The first time we hugged, I got lost in him. I could not tell the difference between him and me. I was at peace and I felt so much bliss. It felt like I was in a beautiful dream. A part of myself healed forever after he hugged me. I felt replenished, and my soul felt rejuvenated.
The first time we held hands, I felt complete – it felt right to hold his hand and I wanted to hold it forever.
The last time he said goodbye to me, he held me so close for the longest time and he kissed me on the cheek twice. Neither of us wanted to let go.
He looked in my eyes until he disappeared in the distance. I remember that moment every day since we separated three years ago and I see his eyes every time I close mine.
I had the most beautiful dream last night and it has been one of my best nights so far because my Twin Flame was there and we were holding each other and kissing. It was a very beautiful feeling being embraced by his essence.
It was also the first time where I woke up from a dream in the middle of the night and then it continued from where it stopped once I slept again.
We were about to kiss and then a noise woke me up but I felt as good as it felt in the dream of being close to him. Once I fell back to sleep, I was praying that I could dream of him again because I missed him so much.
Ever since I woke up, I feel so happy because I feel his essence with like I am still in the dream. I feel very balanced and replenished like in the dream. I feel so much love in my heart.
This is always the most interesting part of this Twin Flame journey because I can tell when my Twin Flame is sexually aroused.
In most scenarios, I assume that it happens because he is thinking of making love to me and other moments, I assume that I feel his sexual arousal because he is having sex with someone else.
Sometimes I feel physical body sensations as if he is running his fingers all over my body. The touches are always gentle and loving that it gets me sexually aroused as well.
Other times, I initiate the sexual arousal process when I think of making love with him and I can prolong it for as long as I can. I love thinking of being intimate with my Twin Flame because it is a natural feeling to me.
My heart desires to be physically intimate with him because our Souls are already experiencing Soul intimacy.
It has been very difficult to date other people after I separated from my Twin Flame and I have been celibate for almost 3 years.
I told him that I am waiting for him and I was hoping that he would focus on our reunion.
I do not know if I will ever enjoy making love with anyone else because I have a soul connection with my Twin Flame that goes beyond this time. I feel an eternal sacred bond with him that if it is not him, I do not want anyone else.
I am in a good place right now; emotionally, physically, mentally, and spiritually but I prefer to be alone than date anyone else who is not my Twin Flame.
I am satisfied with the connection to my Twin Flame and I feel complete even though he is not physically present in my life.The infamous Twin Flame Separation Phase: A blessing in disguise.
I am very blessed to know unconditional love. I am thankful to the universe for showing me what True Love is.