It has been 3 years since we last saw each other, and it has been a journey of change and transformation. I am completely a different person from the one he separated from.
I was married but I knew that there was more to life more than what I was experiencing; when my Twin Flame walked into my life, I was confused about which direction my life was taking. I used to ask myself on a daily; “What is the meaning of my life?”
When my Twin Flame walked into my life, I felt like I was given a second chance to have a fresh perspective towards my life situation and myself.
I felt like I was previously living in the darkness and my Twin Flame brought a light into my life so that I could change whatever that was not authentic about me so that I could find happiness again.
I was loyal to my marriage and my Twin Flame encouraged me to always keep it that way. We were not sexually intimate but we had a strong intense magnetic compulsion towards each other to always be close.
The situation was very complicated for me because for any possibility of a relationship to happen between my Twin Flame to happen in the future, I had to change my life so that I could dissolve the karmic ties since he was single.
Thinking about the changes that I needed to make in my life seemed almost impossible to embark on and I did not have a guarantee that my Twin Flame would wait for me if I decided to change my life to be with him.
Moreso, I felt guilty that I felt a strong connection to my Twin Flame which I had never imagined I would ever feel and I could not control the unconditional love that I have for him.
I decided to block my Twin Flame out of my life because I could not be friends with him. I wanted more than friendship yet the situation was still awkward for us to be together.
Even though we physically separated and I blocked him out of my life, I still went through spiritual awakening and enlightenment for one year.
I went through phases of energetic cleansing, and healing so that I could become my authentic self. Meeting my Twin Flame empowered me to not only face my core wounding but to also change every aspect of my life so that I could live life happily the way I wanted it.
We have had an estranged mode of communication and after three years of physical separation, I feel ready to reconcile and have a healthy relationship with him.
I managed to divorce, and I am loving my single life because I found a life of purpose; every day I have a mission to inspire and help other Twin Flames who need inspiration and healing.HOW TO SURRENDER TO SELF-LOVE – HEALTHY ENERGY AND SELF-CARE HABITS
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