Did you also get depressed before you started to Spiritually Awaken as a Twin Flame? This is how my experience was like.

The depression phase was an initiation into the dark night of the soul — I was pushed into cycles of energy cleaning and I had to face the darkest corners of my soul.

This phase put me to my knees and tamed my ego. I finally submitted to rediscovering myself by learning to embrace every broken part of me. I had to hug and heal my inner child.

It is like I was grieving my soul. My mind could not understand what my heart was feeling, therefore, my thoughts and emotions were in chaos. I was sad, hopeless and on normal days, I was numb to my surroundings.

On top of this grief and frustration, I was also running from my Twin Flame and the inner resistance that I put against feeling unconditional love intensified my pain and inner turmoil.

This is how I overcame the grieving phase of my Twin Flame journey.

Healing happens to you gradually as you accept to open your heart fully to unconditional love. You eventually discover bliss, inner harmony and the authentic version of yourself.

I lost a taste for food, almost everything tasted the same and I could not get myself to see beyond my pain. I could wake up in tears, restless and sometimes I could just feel depressed moment to moment

This is when I felt “Locked” into a do or die situation in my soul. There was no going back to my old life and I could not pretend that I was embodying normal feelings like everybody else daily.

My days had changed and life, as I knew it before, was gone. I had two choices, either to stay in my pain of soul shock or take a leap of faith to cleanse my soul and become something new, the change that my Soul was craving to become.

This was challenging because each choice came with its hard work. Either way, the option to be my old self was not anymore.

Do you know why your Twin Flame is running from you?

This period was so challenging that sometimes I wanted to cut any connection to my Twin. I blocked him on my social media but kept chasing him both physically on text messaging and energetically.

The constant heart pull from him was so strong. By then, I had no idea how each heart pull had a different message. It is until I learned about both our energy further ahead on the journey that it became clear how I can feel both his emotions and mine.

Before that, I could not distinguish his emotional pain and mine. I used to feel all the emotions almost at once and I absorbed them as if they were my feelings which intensified the chaos in my emotions.

The Twin Flame Chaser Pain is a very transformative experience when you embrace it positively because you find inner power to Surrender.

Sometimes we both pulled at each other at the same time or Pushed at the same time depending on what our physical experiences were or emotional states. When I was in a low state of mind like low energy; angry, irritated or in doubt, I pushed him away energetically and I could feel an energetic disconnection.

This caused a repulsion and I could end up being angry at myself and the connection. In these moments, I could just want to cut the connection from my Twin Soul.

In this period, some of my electronics failed to work or became faulty. I broke my cell phone and once he blocked me on text messaging, the phone network company moved out of the country. Some of these things happened for my good now I look back because the more disconnected we became, the more I focused on finding solutions and answers deep inside myself. I had nowhere else to run but to face myself with all my past pain and demons to overcome the obstacles.

Is it possible for your Twin Flame to stop loving you if they move on with someone new and marry them? Find out here: Twin Flames vs Karmic Partners.

What are Twin Flame obstacles and how do you overcome them?

I had a minor road accident and I almost lost my life. I got robbed at my house and my business was going under. Life was so difficult. I once fell and hurt my left eye out of being stupidly drunk. Life sucked! In all these instances, my Twin soul was the first person I texted even though we are separated by two continents and 8 hours of time difference.

On top of this grief and pain that I was experiencing, I kept texting him about my feelings and life situations which pushed him much further away. This made me come up with more clever ways to chase him more and he ran further from me.

The more I chased him by contacting him, the more uncomfortable he became with our connection. I missed him so much more than before. The pull from him kept reassuring me that he loved me and I never gave up on being there for him energetically. I could feel our souls pulling at each other every second of the day. This was a total weakness for me.

This was the most painful time yet most healing to me. A new authentic part of me was born every time I Accepted my pain and faced up the challenge of the cleansing of my soul. And Once I did the Work of healing, that healed pain never returned.

I went through 6 months of cleansing emotional pain and healing my core wounding.

I became Spiritually awakened after the Dark Night of the Soul. I transformed into a being full of light and unconditional love.

Whether you wish to happily reunite with your Twin Flame or not, you will have to first face yourself so that you can love every part of yourself that you thought was unlovable. Surrender allows you to have the freedom to accept the nature of your experiences.

What are some tips to Surrender?

I hope that you are feeling more inspired with a fresh perspective to keep doing the great job on your journey. Thank you so much for your love and support.

Stay Blessed!

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