PUSHING YOU AWAYThe Unsent Love Letters to my Twin Flame
I have had enough of these chaotic emotions; I miss you so much that it hurts terribly.
I think that it is best if we do not talk to each other anymore — I feel so much love for you but I cannot stand being so far from you.
I feel very overwhelmed by my feelings, and I cannot seem to stop thinking of you constantly. I do not know what to do with myself because I feel extremely helpless.
I do not know if this is the right thing to do if I block you out of my life but I am hoping that it eases the pain of missing you.
I cannot eat, sleep, or focus on anything meaningful, and instead, I spend all my hours wondering about what you are doing and where you are.
I keep wondering if you miss me as much as I miss you, and it kills me to think of you with someone new.
I cannot bear the thoughts of losing you to someone else, and I know that I cannot control it if it happens — I keep wondering if you will forget about me as time progresses.
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I also think that I am pushing you away because I do not want you to reject me; this is kind of strange to admit but I am so scared of losing you that I am letting you go.
I know that I am going to regret this, I know that after you read this letter, I will regret every word that I am jotting down but I also believe that if we are meant to be together, we shall find each other.
I am not afraid of letting you go but I am afraid of living life without you.
I feel misunderstood every time I write to you because I never know the right words to use when it comes to expressing myself to you.
I am better at communicating with you when I look in your eyes — I do not need words to feel understood by you when we are together.
Now that you are so far from me, I feel like there is nothing that I can say to you that can describe these chaotic emotions that I feel because of missing you every second.
I hope that you understand where I am com from with this.