I first was angry at my Twin Flame for evoking the overworking that I felt. I blamed him for triggering my pain. I said to him; “I love you but stay away from me!”
I blocked him — I disconnected his Instagram. I deleted his phone contacts. I also deactivated my social media. I knew that I was done with him. It did not stop the connection from flowing through.
I started drinking to quiet the mental conversations: I wanted the telepathic communication to stop. I wanted to stop thinking of him — I could not switch off my mind. If I was successful with stopping the incessant thoughts, I felt his energy merging with mine. I could communicate with him in my mind. Sometimes I could hear whispers of his voice.
I was perplexed by how intense the connection became every time I tried to disconnect from him.
I also tried to date other people at the beginning of our separation phase. I thought that it would make me forget him. I was very unsuccessful— the Universe kept reminding me of how empty I felt without my Twin Flame.
Running away and hiding from him made me feel like I was hiding from a certain aspect of myself.
Well, the further I ran from him, the more I felt isolated from myself and the world around me. I hid behind drinking and surrounding myself with as many people as I could but I still felt lonely.
I felt like I was attached to my Twin Flame with an invisible rubber-band; I felt the connection eating at me.
I traveled to fancy places looking for my Twin Flame in many people’s eyes but I could not find him.
When you meet a Twin Flame, and you acknowledge each other, you know for sure that you found Home.
Easy or west, home is always best.
If it is real, a Twin Flame runner misses you as much as you miss him or her.
You feel the authenticity of your connection within you.
The Runner eventually returns — ️
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