How did your abandonment issues manifest when you met your Twin Flame?

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I now understand the meaning of the Twin Flame mirror effect. The Twin Flame simultaneously triggers within you your deepest desires and greatest fears.

I have always been a loner; I know how to keep myself as my company. I thrive in solitude — meditation comes easily to me. My childhood was a lonely one. I am your true definition of abandonment. I did not have a warm nest to call home like most children have. Most of the time, I had to fend for myself; find food and shelter. My daily motivation was finding food and a warm place to crush at the end of the day. I was always in survival mode.

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It never dawned on me that making meaningful connections was important. I never felt that I needed to feel loved — I though that it was not that important.

When I became an adult, I had relocated to a community where connections, relationships, and family were more important than living in survival mode. I knew right away that I did not belong. A sense of feeling loved and connected to the community is a natural human condition. It was very alien to me. Twin Flame Union 11:11: A Preparation Guide For Beginners

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I had to submit to my new life situation. I tried my best to fit in the only way I knew how. I tried to be invisible. I suppressed myself; I always kept to myself, I downplayed anything about me that would make me stand out. I also suppressed my beauty both inside and outside. Here are some tips to overcome Running and Chasing.

When I became independent and moved away, I struggled to find myself; I felt stuck within myself in the world of many. I also put my emotional guard down and grew the strength to start dating. I thought I had fallen in love and also got married. I still struggled with myself every day. I had to look in the mirror and acknowledge myself; I could see that there were parts of myself that I was hiding from. Separation tips: Recovery and Healing.

When I acknowledged my fears further, I knew that my inner child was suffering. I had been occupied by the every day human condition that I completely ignored myself. I needed to find myself. For me to find my authenticity, I had to dig deeper within to heal. I knew that I would never find happiness in the material material world if my inner child was unhappy. The infamous Twin Flame Separation Phase: A blessing in disguise.

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Apart from having an abandoned inner child, I also felt disconnected from the world and everyone around me. Even though I was in relationships with other people, I still felt like there was something missing. I never felt like I fit it. To most people I seemed happy; I had an okay marriage, my business was thriving, and I was also traveling the world. I went to fancy places and met reputable high society individuals — I felt uncomfortable and out of place most of the time. Twin Flame Chaser Grief: Stages of Healing and Recovery.

When I met my Twin Flame, I felt uncanny familiarity with him mostly because I could feel his pain as much as I felt mine. I did not know his life story then but I had an imminent knowing that he had been through similar childhood circumstances even though we grew up from different continents. Easy Surrender Tips For Beginners.

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When I looked in his eyes the first time, he saw me as much as I saw him. Instead of feeling scared of someone for the first time seeing me for who I am, I smiled. I relaxed. I felt acknowledged and accepted. From thereon, I shared my deepest secrets with him. I told him that I was hurting. I was also scared of facing myself.

My Twin Flame told me about his childhood as well. He said that he always felt abandoned since he is the middle child of 6 siblings. He says that he was always the “forgotten” one.

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Since I knew of him 5 years prior our meeting, mutual friends always talked about how he was looking for home. He had searched the whole world looking for where to belong. When we finally met, we looked knew right away that we are each other’s home. I could see how he peaceful he was around me. He let his inner child come out when he is around me. I saw and felt how happy I made him feel. Surrender: How to free your Soul

My ability to be vulnerable around him empowered me to travel back within myself to face the darkest corners of my Soul. I found the courage to face and hug my inner child. I embraced every part of me. I freed myself from all sorts of fears and insecurity. I allowed myself to feel loved through Self-love.

I broke down all the walls that I had built against love. I allowed myself to feel loved unconditionally. Runner Return Signs: A Reunion Guide Back to The Chaser

When we physically separated, I knew that he was my mirror staring back at me showing me the steps that I needed to heal myself. Our encounter then triggered me into an accelerated Spiritual Awakening process. Confronting my issues was easy but submitting to the changes was challenging. This is how you can Surrender to Self-love

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For any healing to happen, I had to adapt new routines, and drop the previous old routines that I previously followed. I had to unlearn my old habits that did not serve me any good. I changed my sleeping patterns to have more time to rest. I changed my friends and life situation in alignment with my authentic self. Karmic Partners: How do you focus on yourself when you know that your Twin Flame is married to someone else?

Stay Blessed!

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  1. Thank you so much for this post. I follow your blog for a while but this post is the most vulnerable and reminds me of my own childhood and my TF journey. and also gives me faith that i can raise despite my past ❤

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    • Awe! I am so happy that I could help you Yuliya. I feel empowered to share my insecurities now that I have managed to win the battle within myself. I still struggle with a few things here and there but at least I feel in control of myself. I hope that you are having a splendid journey. Sending you lots of love and blessings ❤

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