I used to be you! I was miserable for so long until I snapped myself out of it. You get to a point when all you want is inner peace.
You feel all the worst feelings and you get tired of feeling low. You surrender— you let go of trying to control your fate.
Your Twin Flame is as human as you are. He or she has flaws. You do too.
The essence of the Spiritual Awakening process that you go through is to rise above the human condition. To have a paradigm shift about your life situation.
You choose to be miserable; you know that you can have as much fun as your Twin Flame does. You can be happy as you navigate your Twin Flame journey.
Explore yourself from the inside to the outside and let life happen.