It has been over four years since we separated. To be honest, I am beginning to drift away physically. I was exhausted from waiting for his return. I ran into some meaningless relationships and learned more love lessons.
I was celibate for so long — I now understand that I do not need anyone to make me feel happy. I know that it sounds like cold comfort but the truth is that it is better to be alone for a while. You need that sacred space for you to rediscover who you are. This phase of solitude gives you an opportunity to figure out what is not working for you.
Do not get me wrong, my Twin Flame is the best thing that ever happened to me. He walked into my life when I needed the changes that were triggered by our encounter. I am always thankful for having him in my life when I did.
Even though the separation phase is prolonged, I am happy for the new person I transformed into. The Spiritual Awakening phase has helped me to find enlightenment and inner harmony.
The separation phase was rough at first. I was naive about Twin Flames and Spiritual Awakening. When I went through the dark night of the soul, I felt a lot of emotional pain. I had nowhere to turn for answers. None of my friends understood my situation. I was so lonely — my Twin Flame was running from me as well.
Four years down the road and here we are. Still separated but I chose my happiness. I am happier than he found me.