A friend asked me out for a date in the next two days. I feel overwhelmed to say yes. I do not feel ready to let anyone else in like I do with my Twin Flame. I am scared to spend time with him. He is a really lovely person — I know that he likes me more. I am scared of letting him on.
At the same time, I feel like giving him a chance to see where it goes. My soul resists the thoughts of me saying yes. I know that I love my Twin Flame. I will never stop loving him. We live on separate continents.
Another friend also wrote to me last night. He said that he misses my company. We are in different countries.
He said that he has been thinking of me lately. His message made me happy — I wished that it was my Twin Flame though. Before I fell asleep, I was thinking of all these wonderful men in my life who appreciate me. I felt happy that other men are giving me attention. I was not as happy as my Twin Flame makes me but I felt blessed.
When I woke up in the morning, I was pulled in by thoughts of him. My Twin Flame’s energy hovered over me. I smiled because it felt nice to wake up to a heart pulling from him.
The intense feeling of longing coupled with sadness has stuck with me all day. I know that it is him pulling me in. I am guessing he noticed energetically that I am feeling happy because of other people.
Almost every Twin Flame has been through this phase. You never expect the situation to get complicated the way it does. No matter how much you try to control the chaos that follows suit, your efforts are fruitless.
The journey takes its course with uncontrollable changes that transform each Twin Flame forever.
If you are the chaser, you feel consumed by the love connection; you obsessively need to be in close contact with your divine partner.
At the same time, your partner is irritated by your actions. They try different ways to avoid you because you trigger uncomfortable feelings within them.
The similarity is that both Twin Flames are inhibiting fears of different sorts. The fears repel each other in so many different ways: Ever wonder why small fights are exaggerated with your Twin Flame? Why do you feel explosive feelings when you are with them?
When you are around your Twin Flame, they provoke the inner fears and insecurities within. You feel like you are walking on eggshells. You feel a sense of vulnerability all the time.
Sometimes you feel afraid to scare them off but you eventually do. The more you fear losing someone, the then you end up doing the exact thing.