The separation phase can be a blessing in disguise. You sometimes both need a breather. A neutral space to figure out what is going on. At least that is how I like to see it.
When a Twin Flame has an aversion towards you, it seems as if he or she does not want anything to do with you but it is not the case. We all have different ways to handle stress especially the chaos that follows suit after the initial encounter.
I too felt frustrated when my Twin Flame ghosted me. I could not believe that someone who I thought completely knew me suddenly and instantly grew cold overnight. I could not wrap my mind around the whole drama.
As time passed, I realized that I was my own problem as much as he is his own. We both had to figure out what was wrong within us.
We both got scared of the connection. For me, I had deeper issues to confront. Why meeting him revealed all the demons within myself that I had hidden from for so long. I blocked him thinking that all the pain he had uncovered would go away too. His absence only reminded me of what I had encountered. A Twin Flame.
I wished there was a spell to bring him back. To fix us. I prayed to God to make him realize that we have a special connection. Hoping that he would come to his senses but his returns were unpredictable and scarce.
Well, this is how you cannot fake being a Twin Flame. Being aware of the Twin Flame phenomenon and what it entails is not being awake.
Knowing about the Twin Flame experience does not mean you are authentically a Twin Flame and having your Twin Flame distance themselves from you, or even try to block you out of their lives does not make them a runner or unaware of the connection.
The Twin Flame journey is indeed about inner work — but it is a natural transformation that you can accelerate or slow down by accepting to do the energetic work needed or resist it by denying to face yourself.
Also, the Twin Flame experience is not one-sided. This is why it is called a connection. If you feel like you are the only one doing the heavy lifting, then that might not be your Twin Flame after all.
I am saying this because no matter how estranged communication with your Twin Flame becomes, you both go through the spiritual awakening process, you both transform, and you both go through changes in your lives that you never expected to be possible.
Just because you are not actively watching your Twin Flame to see their progress physically, it does not mean that you know the truth of the awakening. It is much easier to focus on the end of the connection — Be responsible for your end of the bargain and trust that you will both come out of the experience ready to take on the world together.
There is no aspect of the Twin Flame experience that you can control but you are in charge of yourself. You are the one responsible for your energetic work.
You will indeed feel your shared energy with your Twin Flame improve, and you will feel the energetic balance within. Sometimes the great work that you do on your end will inspire your Twin Flame to improve on their inner work.
There is no distinction between you and your Twin Flame energetically. You s
When energetically communicating with a Twin Flame, you feel both your hearts beat as one; your heartbeat changes. There are days when I receive intense thick energy from my Twin Flame that I cannot contain that it forces me to throw up before I feel better; it feels like my heart would break open from the intense energetic share.
Heart Chakra heats up: When I open my heart to receive feelings from my Twin Flame, it feels euphoric and feels like I am high on love. My heart area heats up with warm feelings of love that he sends my way. I usually send back feelings of love.
Mental conversations: I always feel like I am talking to my Twin Flame in my head; the conversations sound real and usually are about circumstances going on in our lives. Tingling physical sensations: Sometimes I feel physical sensations as if my Twin Flame is running his fingers all over my body.