It is very easy to assume that the runner Twin Flame finds happiness after they run from their Twin Flame especially if they find a new romantic relationship. That is not the case no matter how happy they seem with a karmic partner.
The further you run from a Twin Flame, the more pain, agony, and frustration you experience because running from a Twin Flame feels like you are denying an aspect of yourself. (Twin Flame Runner Perspective)
The inner resistance that the runner Twin Flame puts up to block feelings of unconditional love towards their divine partner consumes so much of their energy and time that it frustrates the runner all the time.
When you run from a Twin Flame, you know that you are ignoring the unconditional love that you feel, and on top of this, you are constantly haunted by memories of your first encounter with your Twin Flame partner.
Suppressing the feelings of unconditional love that the runner feels makes it impossible to forget a Twin Flame because you are always haunted by my thoughts of them daily. (Twin Flame Runner Pain)
The Twin Flame experience is a journey of accepting unconditional love and once the fear of feeling love dissolves the runner starts to heal. Healing begins when you fully open your heart to embrace the intimidating feeling of unconditional love that your Twin Flame triggers within you.
It is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to find a Twin Flame. Once you know how amazing they make you feel, you want to feel the unconditional love forever. Here is a Twin Flame Awakening Guide For Newbies
Twin Flame love brings so much bliss and inner harmony to you. As you learn to grow as a Twin Flame, you feel the euphoric feelings of unconditional love consume you.
Soon or later, your runner Twin Flame will bounce back to you because, in essence, Twin Flames are the same. Both of them are capable of either running from the connection or chasing the other.
For me when I ran from my Twin Flame, it was because I was overwhelmed by my feelings. Before I physically blocked him out of my life, I had to tell him how much I was scared to feel the intense unconditional love that I have for him.
I thought that if I physically blocked him out of my life, it would ease the emotional chaos that I was feeling. I was wrong.
Running from my Twin Flame caused a contradiction between my Soul and my mind. I could not understand why I could not stop thinking of him. I kept remembering the euphoric feelings of bliss he brings to me.
Apart from feeling the chaotic emotions that my Twin Flame encounter had triggered, I was also going through a Spiritual Awakening.
I was not ready for the catalytic change that my Twin Flame encounter brought into my life. I was afraid of facing myself because the Spiritual Awakening triggered inner pain due to the core wounding lodged within me.
Before I met my Twin Flame, I had accumulated so much past pain. The Spiritual Awakening process exposed all the darkest parts of my soul. I had to face myself and rediscover my authentic self.
I thought that once we physically separated since we come from different continents, I thought that my life would go back as it was before I met him. The changes took over my life and every day became about my Twin Flame experiences.
The Spiritual change took over my life. It did not stop even though I resisted feeling the connection to my Twin Flame. Apart from feeling inner change, I was also experiencing changes in my physical life situation: I had to change my friends, family relations, and social circles to align with the newfound Twin Flame life.
Change is very difficult to embrace at first when you are new to the Twin Flame journey. As time progresses, the Twin Flame daily process becomes interesting. You learn to enjoy every aspect of it whether you describe yourself as a runner or a chaser.
Once I found healing and enlightenment after going through phases of energy healing, I sent a long letter to my Twin Flame. I had to explain to him why I behaved coldly towards him when I was running. I apologized for hurting him by trying to block him out of my life abruptly without a legitimate reason to justify my behavior.