To be honest nothing. All the pain and emotional stress that I experienced during my awakening were rooted in me. Meeting my Twin Flame has been a total blessing because he triggered me to face the pain that I hid within. I was afraid of healing my core wounding. I had neglected my inner child for so long.
Neglecting my inner child caused me so much unhappiness. I felt lonely all the time even if I was surrounded by an ocean of people. I was constantly unhappy. I could not feel true love. Even though I had people in my life who love me, I could not feel it.
When I separated from my Twin Flame, I was very hurt for sure. After 4 years without him, I now believe that physical separation is a blessing in disguise. I would never have evolved into my authentic version if we stayed together. I have had a chance to crawl through my emotional pain to heal. I managed to learn to hug my inner child.
The physical separation phase has enabled me to transform my life for the best. Do not get me wrong — I miss my Twin Flame every day. I have a deep craving for his closeness. I long to feel complete with him.
That being said, I found inner Union. I now understand that I had to first feel whole within. I had to find happiness within myself to appreciate being happy with him or anyone else.
Meeting my Twin Flame has been a Blessing indeed.